The past few months have been an emotional struggle for me. I have been having c-ptsd triggers left and right.
I am also feeling the pressure to improve my way of connecting with others online through blogging about my feelings and the things I have overcome leading up until now.
I truly do appreciate the comments I get on my posts here… please drop an emoji even if you don’t normally comment… just so I know you are in tune with me here.
I spill my heart out every day on platforms that most my peers just use as a content machine… but let me tell you, it’s HARD! I feel I am not connecting very well, and I feel like a lot of the responses are people who feel sorry for me instead of feeling like we are more connected.
But we ALL have struggles, right? I am not trying to seperate us by blogging about things in my life that have been hard… I am trying to connect.
Something my life coach allowed me to realize is that… I should not be emanating my pain and re-living it, I should be emanating the essence of my power in the present.
So for now on, I am going to share with you the gold of what I have learned, not the details of my painful past. I want us to lift each other up, not wallow in my misery!
Thanks so much to those of you who have stuck with me through the painful parts of my story, while I experiment through this life and come up with the most joyous ways to connect <3
*Kristy Jessica
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